Shitty Facts #10

You can't stay mad at someone you like

Monday Couple Forever

Even it was just some stupid things, but if these stupid (ex?)lovebirds together, I feel like I'm blessed with love. This caption was taken out of the episode 115 when Gary and Ji Hyo are team mates.

I Can't Help

When I said "I have enough" eventually I didn't mean that at all because after that something happened for the very first time. He confessed his heart to me even though words related to love sound like another cliche to my ears nowadays but the heart  of mine which had been longing for so long couldn't deny the temptation, the love that might cause another pain.

Just like another boy, all that he could gurantee was promises. Promise not to leave, promise to keep this thing works out. I'm fine with that even though I'd rather believe that promises are made to be broken, I too believe that no matter how nice people is, they would leave sometimes someday and forgot all those shit they had given.

But people is vulnerable when they in love and I agree. Everything that I had believed for the very first time now seem to blur. The fact that one day he would get bored and left is not scary at all compare to the fact that I might not feel the way I feel now is scarier.

I feel really stupid to fall even deeper when I'm a believer of people would walk out of your life. I feel more like an idiot to stay, to experience this when I believe there'll be a moment when I cry myself to sleep for someone whom I fall for eventually have enough of me. But I really don't know how to stop. I can't help but fall.

Late Night Text : Promise I wish You'd Keep

"...NO! I won't leave..."

 Oct 14 2012, 11:45:12 p.m

How can I not love you that much if your words are deadly sweet? How can I prepare for the worst if you keep saying you won't leave at the end of the day when I believe everyone will leave eventually ?

 

10.11.2012

To eventually feel the rain drop fell on your skin was just an amazing experience.
I should consider today as a special occasion in order that this was the first day Surabaya had finnaly rained even though it was just drizzle.

Rain never lets you forget. They want you to remember. That's why rain could bring people a flashback and I wouldn't refuse, I want to remember things from the rainy days