Tired

I'm tired of nothing
Tired of being tired for no reason or may I just say that I'm just tired?
Do I must have particular reasons for being tired?
What if I don't really have one?
What if I'm just tired?

Can You Tell Me ?

It’s driving me crazy
Something rip off my sanity
What is it actually?
It’s insane
But nothing to blame
Something disguistingly sweet fill me
Something out of rationality
What is it? What is it? Come and tell me.
I cant take it anymore
Everytime you hit my mind
My heart just beating out of line
Is it the L-thing ?
Come and tell me everything
Walk toward me and sing it, darling
Need to know how you feel
Do you feel the way i feel?
I know your heart is sealed
But I need to be healed
Love, love, love is something I need to feel.

Distance

The sun is filling up the room
And I can hear you dreaming

Do you feel the way I do right now?

I wish we would just give up
Cause the best part is falling
Call it anything but love

And I will make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And please don't stand so close to me
I'm having trouble breathing
I'm afraid of what you'll see right now
I give you everything I am
All my broken heart beats
Until I know you understand

And I will make sure to keep my distance

Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

And I keep waitingFor you to take me

You keep waiting
To save what we have

So I'll make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long can we keep this up, up, up?

Make sure to keep my distance
Say "I love you" when you're not listening
How long til we call this love, love, love?

Distance, Christina Perri

Hope

What exactly hope means to us?
I mean to teenagers like me or like you or to everyone in the whole world.
Hope is good, very good indeed but it makes people delusional.
How is that?
When you know it's not meant to be in any kind of way but you keep your expectation high and prefer to think in positive way which makes you even drooling for the possibility that is unreal.
And yes hope, it is that makes you fall even deeper when it comes about waiting something that will never happen.
Then what's confusing is why do people still hope? When it'll only give you sensation like you're on drugs which keeps you from hurt.
Why do i have guts to hope something that is blurry, i mean like waiting for someone to like you?

Sweet Episode of Running Man

This gif I've made out of caption from Running Man ep 106 when everyone was chaotic to guess who was Han Ji Min's true love. It's like another version of episode 86 when Han Ga In from The Moon That Embraces The Sun finally regained her memories of her first love and lucky Haha was her crush in elementary school. But in this episode, I was so touched when knowing that the muscular sparta Kook confessed o Han Ji Min with the sweetest methods. First, all of the member and the guest were forced to hold a fan-signing in the middle of nowhere where they could only see cars passing by. Running man had done that before but I forget in what episode.

When Han Ji Min managed to get 22 people sign, a cute little boy came toward her with a sketchbook full of instructions just like what Running Man had done in episode 18. The boy told her not to look back no matter what and a pack of men rushed toward her in a heart shaped, there was an arm held out a bouquet and a paper. It was written the confession and a statement that the man who gave the bouquet was her true love and Han Ji Min was told to figure out who was the guy.

 Finding Han Ji Min's true love was the highlight of the episode and hint after hint was found and finally it was narrowed to be only three people who was matched with the hints. First hint was found by Suk Jin and it was a photo of two guys standing and holding a Daesang trophy award. The second was alphabet 'J' and found by Jae Suk The third was also found by Jae suk and all of the hints represented him. Before  the fourth hint showed, Ji Hyo was emphasizing Gary as Han Ji Min's true love but Han Ji Min didn't believe and Ji Hyo bluntly asked to Gary about who was he thinking about his true love and of course the pure Gary answered "You" to Ji Hyo and in shocked, Song Ji Hyo bursted to laugh. The two of them were still playful and slightly sweet even though Monday Couple doesnt really reunite like what it used to. But that doesn't matter when Kwang soo stepped up with the fourth hint, it was a weight scale. There was an arrow sign and a word 'duet'. But only Ji Hyo noticed the 'duet' hint and Han Ji Min eventually beleived that it was Kwang Soo whse weight was matched as the arrow sign on the scale. But then situation turned out into a sticky situation where Ji Hyo was trying to convince Han Ji Min that Gary was the one even though none of the hints were not describing him.

The first suspect, Jae Suk was the first one to be ousted and then everyone was going crazy and when there were only Gary and Joong Kook, Han Ji Min was on the edge and forced to choose. And she chose Joong Kook. When she had been prepared to be blast with water, at the end her choice was right. They rewind what had happened earlier at the beach where Han Ji Min conducted fan-signing. The one who was giving her bouquet and a confession letter was the muscular sparta kook. I was hardly believe that it was him but knowing that in the last venue for the last mission, Joong Kook managed to find a hint that revealed the whole mystery. It was him, Han Ji Min's true love.

I guess this episode is the sweetest episode. I got to watch Joong Kook in suit, being cute and romantic to a sweet lady. And the method when he confessed at the beach was cute. I wouuld like to rerun this episode sometimes. I just love to see the playful Gary and Ji Hyo and also Joong Kook in a suit.