Give Up

I wish I was living the life like one of those in fan fictions. Where there was someone telling him not to give up on me. I bet it could have been different.

But I live in reality where he put his hands up, not to celebrate our reunion but to give up on me, on us.

Kang Gary Cheated On Monday Couple

Okay the title is kinda exaggerating lol. He is not literally cheating because there is no monday couple in real time, right? So he's not considered as cheating. He just kissed a fangirl while they were playing pepero game in the middle of Leessang's first Asia show case in Singapore (11/30). I bet he didnt even have the intention to make the entire female fan envy that one lucky girl that night. I think, his Leessang's partner, Gil had something to do with this accident and heck yes. He shoved Gary's head a little and caused him to plant a kiss to the that one lucky woman.

Well Monday Couple almost kissed as well when they played the same game during the Running Man episode with Uee. The netizen even said that their upper lips touched, that considered as kissing too, right? lol
 Experience the undesireable of jealousy^^

Can't I Love Again?

I used to love so much to the point I could almost forget the pain he always gave.
I used to love so much up until this heart is resistant to the ignorance he used to have.
I used to love him, so much, up until I did not want to move on and feeling happy just to keep him in my heart alive.
As stupid as it is, I used to love him so much to the point I did not want him to come back because I would always let him in back again.
I used to love so much until now I just realized, I have no more love to give.
I surprise myself by finding out that I really quit falling in love.

Hey, God, can’t I love again?

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Ready To Love?

P.S :

 To love is to fall. To fall is to be hurt.
 So, are you ready?

Sick

oh been awhile since the last time i wrote.
I just wanted to update about my oh-not-so-nteresting life.
Someone has been building his bridge to reach me. I should be glad and I was, I mean for the first couple weeks, I was happy to realize that finally someone is still taking notice on me.
But sadly I've reached the stage where i'm sick of love.

Sick of trying. Sick of falling. Im just sick of the whole idea of it.

Yet on the other hand, half of me still want to try. I guess im just afraid that if he ask me out, and we get together, in the end it wouldn't work just like the old times and i will end up crushed for the nth time.

So yeah that's my status quo.