Ready To Love?

P.S :

 To love is to fall. To fall is to be hurt.
 So, are you ready?

Sick

oh been awhile since the last time i wrote.
I just wanted to update about my oh-not-so-nteresting life.
Someone has been building his bridge to reach me. I should be glad and I was, I mean for the first couple weeks, I was happy to realize that finally someone is still taking notice on me.
But sadly I've reached the stage where i'm sick of love.

Sick of trying. Sick of falling. Im just sick of the whole idea of it.

Yet on the other hand, half of me still want to try. I guess im just afraid that if he ask me out, and we get together, in the end it wouldn't work just like the old times and i will end up crushed for the nth time.

So yeah that's my status quo.

Lonely

Numb

some days,
I feel everything at once
other days,
I feel nothing at all

I don't know what's worse:
Drowning beneath the waves
or dying from the thirst

Lifeless

jangan sampai ketiadaan menjadikan kamu lemah,

karena ketiadaan sepatutnya memberi arti lebih dari sekedar bersedih hati.

lately, i feel so dead, lifeless, kalau dirunut per waktu, rasanya ini titik kulminasi paling rendah dari merasa hampa.

oh well..

I’ve been complaining too much lately, no wonder I feel lifeless.

I really have a great life up to the point of nonchalant.

hey, this is just too plain.

I need to fall in love again soon, God.

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