June 17, 2013

Let Them

Let 'em have their time
Sit back and let 'em shine
Let 'em rise and rise
Cause one day they're gonna fall

Let 'em soak in the sun
Sit back and let 'em have their fun
Let 'em spill their guts
Cause one day they're gonna slip on 'em

Interlude: Moving On, Paramore

after 2 years



June 14, 2013

Never Have I Been So Wrong




here is the recent question of my life

Did I just get dumped by somebody that I wasn't even in a relationship with?
and..this is what i'm gonna do due to the existence of those bastards. I'll play game called..

pretend they are total strangers.
Im sorry if I sound like a spiteful with a big ego but everyone deserves to be happy, including me and this is the only way I know. This won't get me happiness but I'm just glad that it could bring numbness, blunt or whatever. The point is I dont wanna get hurt that much.

June 07, 2013

Maafkan dan Terima Kasih

pasti akan lenyap lalu sirna
pudar perlahan kemudian punah
namun aku takut akan ada yang tersisa
tidak sepenuhnya hilang
karena sebenarnya aku masih mencoba

mencoba untuk menjauh
mencoba untuk tidak jatuh
mencoba untuk memaafkan diriku
yang sudah menghampirimu
menerbangkanmu
menghias harimu
namun pangkal bukan bahagia
karena akhirnya
aku menjatuhkanmu
menghapus goresan warna dalam harimu

maafkan akan badai yang kuberi
maaf tentang kelabu yang menghampiri
sekali lagi..
maafkan
maafkan daku yang tak pasti
maafkan setiap langkah yang kuambil untuk pergi

jika tidak begini
mungkin bukan bahagia yang akan kau temui
karena perubahan hanya akan membayangi
seperti cuaca, aku pun dapat berubah
siapa sangka kau akan berubah pula nantinya

jika boleh,
sesungguhnya aku tak ingin pergi
mengurungkan niat untuk angkat kaki
tapi nampaknya aku hanya akan menajdi beban hati
sebaiknya aku berhenti
maafkan dan terima kasih





June 06, 2013

Sleeping With Sirens' Sorry

Thanks to my friend who had introduced me to this amazing band.
Sleeping With Sirens
Though, most of their songs have some scream, squealing and whatever that could hurt my ear but I've listened to their acoustic EP called If You Were a Movie, This Would Be Your Soundtrack and I fall in love with Kellin's voice instantly.
Here is one of the songs from their brand new album that has just been released this 4th of June, Feel.

Sorry

I've been thinking lately about you and me,
And all the questions left unanswered,
How it all could be.

And I hope you know,
You never left my head,
And if I ever let you down,
I'm sorry.

Woah-ohh 

Oh NO NO NO!

Woah-ohh

I see you around here lately,
You smile brighter than you should.
And me I've been so lonely,
I'm glad you're doing good.

Cause' I can't forget,
The way you used to be,
And if I ever let you down,
Well I'm sorry.

Woah-ohh 

No I cant let you go...

And you know that you can take all of me,
I swear I will be better than before,
So sing it back.

Woah-ohh 

I'm sorry for the things I've done,
Things I've done.

I'm sorry for the man I was,
and how I treated you.

I'm sorry for the things I've done,
Things I've done.

I'm sorry for the man I was,
and how I treated you.

Woah-ohh

No I can't let you go...

And you know that you can take all of me,
I swear I will be better than before,
So sing it back.

Woah-ohh 

No I can't let you go...

I've been thinking lately about you and me,
And all the questions left unanswered,
How it all could be.

And I hope you know,
You never left my head,
And if I ever let you down,
I'm sorry.

Feel the lyric eh? Download here