Berilah Judul Karena Sejatinya Aku Juga Tidak Tahu

Berbagi rasa selama mungkin
Sekuat hati menanggung luapan
segala emosi yang melelahkan
Namun jika kau menyanggupi
lelah pun tertangguhkan

Ketika bianglala tak lagi menyenangkan
Ketika melodi tidak lagi menenangkan
Di sanalah kau berdiri dengan enggan
Di samping ku namun bungkam

Bukan senyummu
Melainkan punggungmu
Hangat terasa beku
Baik namun kaku
Apakah itu dirimu?
Maksudku apa benar itu dirimu?

Kalimat tidak terdengar manis lagi
Perlakuan tak lagi menyanjung hati
Sungguh sangat jelas kau menoreh degradasi
Karena apa aku tak tahu pasti

Apa karena waktu?
Ataukah memang sejatinya dirimu?
Yang jelas bukan aku
Karena di relung ini masih ada rindu
Yang tidak terucap, yang terbelenggu

Sit And Wait

November 13, 2012

The day when I feel like I'm really lost when I check my phone just to see his name on the screen but I can only sit and wait. Where is he?

There's You In It

What do you do when you're stuck,
Because the one that you love,
Has pushed you away,
And you can't deal with the pain,
And now you're trying to fix me,
Mend what he did,
I'll find the piece that I'm missing,
But I still miss him,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him, I miss him, I'm missng him

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

He's the thorn in my flesh
That I can't take out

He's stealing my breath
When you're around,
And now you're trying to convince me,
He wasn't worth it,
But you can't complete me,
He's the part that is missing,
I miss him, I'm missing him,
Oh I miss him I miss him, I'm missing him,

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

What do you do
When your hearts in two places?

You feel great but you're torn inside.
You feel love but you just can't embrace it,
When you found the right one at the wrong time.

And you're sitting in the front row,
Wanna be first in line,
Waiting by my window,
Giving me all your time,
You could be my hero,
If only I could let go,
But his love is still in me,
Like a broken arrow.
Like a broken arrow.

Broken Arrow, Pixie Lott

Not Responsible

"Gravity is not responsible for people falling in love"

Albert Einstein 

Fire And Rain

Every fire need rain...

Life needs balance. When somebody is full of rage, the other one needs to be the ocean of patient. Nothing will be figured out, if the fire meets fire. You can imagine how big the mess would be if horrible flame burns down something. Therefore if you are now facing difficulties with your partner, you shall choose. Do you want to burn down everything or figure out the way out? Choose, whether you're the fire or the rain.