November 17, 2012

I Will Find My Drake


Healer

But time, time will really heal everything. Trust me on this. It will really heal. So let time heals and just sit back and relax and let things settle themselves. No matter how long it takes, just wait. Be patient, things will turn out fine.

November 16, 2012

Hold My Middle Finger For You

At first I was like...

Eyes on fire, eyes on fire, and they burn from all the tears
I've been crying, I've been crying, I've been dying over you
Tie a knot in the rope, tryin' to hold, tryin' to hold

But when I was about to let go , you ended first.
I cried a little but then...

I think I've finally had enough, I think I maybe think too much
I think this might be it for us


I cried a little more but I'm trying to remind my self that I'm better off without him, that I'll be so so great without that someone-full of shit. So yeah...

I think that life's too short for this, I want back my ignorance and bliss
I think I've had enough of this

And I tell my self this...

I won't miss all of the fighting that we always did,
Take it in, I mean what I say when I say there is nothing left
No more sick whiskey dick, no more battles for me
You'll be calling a trick, 'cause you'll no longer sleep
I'll dress nice, I'll look good, I'll go dancing alone
I will laugh, I'll get drunk, I'll take somebody home

I might fall too deep but yeah now I know who's the jerk and who's  the foolish for believing all the show he put on and now..

I will do what I please, anything that I want
I will breathe, I will breathe, I won't worry at all
You will pay for your sins, you'll be sorry my dear
All the lies, all the why's, will all be crystal clear

Blow Me (One Last Kiss), P!nk


November 15, 2012

On Your Phone's Screen !


Only 19 days, yes you read it, yes you already read it. Only 19 days and it ended.
He punched my chest right through my back and my head spin with his text. He ended it via text. Fuck him, so so unbelieveable. I still don't know what to feel. Either regret, sad or embarassed.

And after few texts he sent I could only write some of my undefy feeling.

"Thanks for the honesty. Your method worked on me but yeah I figured it out. Thanks for the humiliation. Thank you for being another mistake. Have fun finding another victim. I hope you'd get tired of using the same method which turns you out to be a nasty serial killer. and by the way you suck !"

You're Just One Broken Heart Closer to Happily Ever After